Good morning everyone. :)

As usual, after long time, im back to give some updates, or perhaps it is just a moment when i feel the needs to let out something from my heart.

BTW, the previous post was a post made by a kid named izzul. He was one of the participant in the My Village Homestay program that ive joined, which has been taught to use blogspot and how to create one.....using my profile. LOL... so i think better i just let it there as a memory. :)

So, currently im in the state of suiting up myself in 2nd trimester. Stuffs are getting tougher as i need to cover up some other things too, plus my studies and my procrastinating habit make it worst. Everything is in one pack.... mid terms, revisions, programs, events and etc etc. *sigh* okay, im not really want to talk about life that ive been going thru these few weeks, but instead of keeping it, maybe i should let it out, not to condemn ppl or to indirectly bash them, but for me to feel better perhaps.

okay, firstly,, maybe regarding the situation is my 'job' which i believe its getting worse, and im sick of it, not by the workloads, but with the ppl inside. Im not into segregation, so fuck it off.. 

next, i always have issues on friendship. LOL maybe i appreciated it too much or.. idk, but really it is something sensitive for me. esp when it relates to my close friends, or friends that i respect and i care about them. okay, the issue is that why ppl need to ignore others whilst you can just treat everyone equally. im not being jealous or whtever shit, it just that im not someone that you dont know, so for fuck sake, say hello or hi....... lol.

for example, you promised something, or ok, you planned something..... but at the end, it was nothing. fuckkkkkkk. lol. once or twice, its fine for me..... but when it turns to be like everytime u made promises.... damn its hurts. and there was no sense of explaining reasons or of saying sorry etc... im disappointed.

maybe im not that good like other person,.. so what, i think i appreciate you guys more that others. but, nevermind, i know things will be fine like usual =.=  im the one who always has to give up and 'forget' everything. loool

into the other circle of friends. i miss them so much. someone is getting happier with his life there. lol... im happy for him too. hes one of the bestest friends i have.. the others..., im not saying that i hv issues with them, it just that im not into having usual conversation, as im busy with stuffs so, il get with them soon. oh yaa, hypocrisy is everywhere, dont you guys think??? hahahhaahah. im trying to get away from that too, but come on, we cant live without hypocrisy. BUT, be one in a suitable situation. Not literally you said you will not do that, you condemned it like so much, and disgusting abt it etc etc... but still, you are the one who did it. hahahahaha. nevermind, im fine with it besties. :)


here we now in the next circle of friends. okay, they made my life the most in these particular periods. yes, maybe because im with them like almost everyday, issues and problems are common.but fuck it... they are the one that really close with me. and im happy to have them now,... place for me to really LOL and shares stuff. lllolll :D


and what else....... im happy to be filled up with many types of friend. lol and God bless them. lol.

kampung parit penghulu

nama saya izzul.saya berumur 9 tahun saya telah menyertai programme ''my village ''pada11-12-13 november 2011.kampung parit penghulu sangat menarik kerana ianya telah memberi saye 1001 kenangan.

Good evening. One thing that i've learnt and still learning when i got into uni life that is, people can be very emotional and sometimes it went on too much. Im not saying that im different emotionally, or stronger, or better in handling emotion issues, but at least i believed that i know how to react in some emotional issues especially regarding friendship. 

Sometimes, they took it very seriously, or if it did happened, they dont know how to manage it in a proper way such as by having a proper talk, or face-to-face discussions; to settle the problems. Instead, they make it publics, make it as it has been overlooked by some serious ways of judgment. So, there we have; social network wars. Twitter, Facebook, or any other online medium where they have tons of friends and started to establish some harsh and sharp statuses or updates which claimed as a 'general' statement. But instead of that, those harsh words are meant to someone, of course.

I admitted that i did it too, before. But as i grew up. I realized one thing, that is by having such attitude brings nothing to yourself and to your friends. Instead, it affects your friendship. OKAY, maybe in my situation, it is arguable because i am the type that unable to 'fight' or be in a fighting mode for a long period. Less than 2 or 3 days are more than enough. :) But still, do you think by doing such things will bring any good?? 

Like seriously, bad, harsh and cursing words online as if its for nobody, but actually there is someone for it. Come on. this 'touching' or hurt-feeling issues are totally childish. I swear its like a disease in my circle of friends in university. For me if you feel hurt by someone's conducts, just confront him/her face-to-face. And ask why etc etc.

Another attitude that i really hate, and experienced it alot; is called 'being a fucking faker of all time': oh hell yea i hate these kind of people. They avoid you totally in all sense of activities, but when you ask them what happened?, PUFFF; "oh, nothing..im fine.. im ok lah... oh nothing wrong lah.. eh kita ok jela" ..etc etc LIKE FUCK YOU BITCH!! You acted like there was nothing wrong happened, but then you treat your friends like some disgusting shits? And faking some more. At least, let them know whats wrong, and explain everything. Peace and harmony will follows.

SIGH, really i had enough of these silly things. For me, you have problems, we settle it on time and finish it all. And thats it. :) Really fighting among friends are just a simple stuff for me. In my 21 years of existence *tiba jah*..... i had maybe only 1 fight that effects me the most; by means that it is difficult to recover. But still he/she is still my friend. Nothing is much important than a friend, yeaa, it is hard to find the right one, but once you got him/her, youre bless forever. 

i love my friends and i know and im sure, they love me too; eventho if we have the biggest fight in the whole universe, you are still that person i always called friend. 

GETTING SOME POUNDS OFF.

Yeahh!!! Im trying to shed some pounds. LOL. Yeah, and at the same time im trying to live a healthy lifel God bless. No more 'packs'.. Yeaa,, no more. im trying to stop it forever, and follow some kosher style of diet...... hahaha. hopefully dapat la kekal kan yer.

hm okay. Finally im in my 2 weeks of holidays of my 1st semester for my 1st year. Final exams done; with a devastated feeling and worried of any bad consequences. BUT, finger-crossed. Hoping for the best, I've done my best, and in two weeks time, the results will out. Damnnn. BOOO, please, Im not into that phase. T.T

Anyways, hopefully everything will be fine. :\

Salam!.. WOHOOOOOOOOO!!

Finally, the last paper for my first semester final exams. It was Legal Method, yeaa i dont think so that i nailed it well, but enough to make me feel good until the results momento. :) hehe....

Hopefully everything will be fine and God bless my papers. Holiday is here, finally... and i have so many plans. :P Hangout.. chillin, kareoke-ing, finish all my series, everything!!

 WOHOOOOOOOOO.. Happy Holidays Matey.

Had dinner with an old friend today. Talked a lot since we hv been lost contact for quite some times. I have some plans right after the finals in about a week time. :)

Yea, early planning always ends with disaster...usually. But, the past few weeks, everything went smooth. Maybe some mistakes in timing etc.

God bless tomorrow's paper- Constitutional Law. Hopefully everything will be great. Gotta have a nap and continue back for revisions. :)

Am just done with my first paper of my finals. T.T

Next paper is tomorrow. GOD BLESS.