when my feeling talks..

hello, halo, merhaba, selam, shaloum, privet, n all other greetings.. haha, okee.. todays entry maybe sounds quite lame.. lol... actually its nothing much, just feeling bored and feeling wana share a bit of whatever dissatisfaction in my life now.... 

now im in the Hasmah library here in mmu, alone  .... oke, for the first time, maybe its still a new experience for me, but then, when everyday and every moments you are having this kind of a loneliness, its actually SUCKS!!!!  i admitted, that i am a very cheerful and a very very verrryyyy happy go lucky type of person, yes i can be serious too, if i want... but when in nature, you are always filled and blessed with a bunch of wonderful, great, crazy, bitchy, noisy, cheerful friends, u cant get away from wanting those kind of elements/situations....  DAMN, in here i always alone,,, *sad mode*...

im enjoying every classes tht i have OFC, just that, there are things that never makes me feel as the usually me... im trying to survive~~!!!!!!!.. DRAMA pulak.. LOL  most of my close friends *here in mmu* are in different lectures n tutorial groups... so u can imagine how sucks is my life mannn... hahaha... and honestly, yea im not that close with friends in my lecture/ tutorial group.. no any crisis ofc, :D and ofc all of us talking and being such a great friends in class, :D

and these 2,3 days i dont really feel like having moods for all the lists of things tht i hv to do...haizzzz... i miss my besties i believe.. :(  sobs... hahahaa..... wana meet them as soon as possible!!! :(  university life's is GREAT, just that i need my time to adjust everything into my style of satisfaction..  cheewahhh... LOL

ok peeps, this entry is totally sucks i knw, but then i feel better ..abit la.. :P  
take caree,, :D