Over it, please.

In the process to get over the stupid shit, bad impression from others, and all of the negative thoughts and words with my life issues; which some people might think that they can get on with it without my knowledge. 

But truthfully, i know everything. Its not that i cant take it, but its too much. Too much. And in order to get over with it, yeah, just to feel better in my own way, to have the peace in my mind and heart, im trying to be happy, which actually make me feel even worst. To bad to imagine, to bad to assume. My life is not that good. At all.

I know i have to find those who i can rely on to tell my part of story, and i do have them. But after all, i know, that is not the only thing i need to do. Oh God. :(