Friends

"FRIENDS . . . . . ."

i wish im not writing this...but after i read one of my best friends blog bout how she felt bout this... it makes me change my mind....just want to let her know... she still got friends to share what she feel....

is it that hard to stay in a good, peacefull friendship?? being surrounded with all those crap shit problems. it is very annoying and it also affect other people who are sandwiched by those problems...

everytime,everyday you turn around, you still will see me or they still will see us..you can imagine it, in a 14 ppl-filled class room.. its such a ****ing small world for a community to being cold to each other. Being in a very ackward environment, when a small group of best friends split into two, theres also people hanging between it,..confused whether to stay on which side or atleast talk to both side..

WHAT IS THE ****ing PROBLEMS!!??????

honestly, in my own views, is it bout a small little problems which is unsolved and caused bigger problems or its all bout a stranger or its all bout being in same gang or group or friends (or race?? which is i never ever see in my entire life in school) wht i used to see is that, my form 5 friends, altho we were different in races and believes, we still a one big family, or at least we still say hi and very very happy to see each other by the roadside or in any reunion. how good is that..

but different way now...everyone is like talking to each other from the same race ( im talking bout my class not the whole school)..okok.. meybe its not that serious until neglecting others, but im not the only one who feel it..or meybe im the only diffrent race in class so i felt that way..ok what ever.. im really trying to take all of this shit positively.

HOPING FOR THE BEST...

theres nothing else i can say..but hoping all my friends who stuck between these two groups to take it positively, there nothing imposibble, just let the time goes by and im sure it will be as good as the first time all of us form the family thingy...hehe..its fun to recall all of those memories again..heheheeh....

till nxt time..