Tapestry Of Hate

Set of stories established into a sheet,
Linked with grace of hands that seems to be dull and shaken,
She keeps on gracing until love hates,
Dealing on matters that are not taken.

Love to her is honest, pure and mind-soothing,
Although she knows her story is not that good-ending kind of thing,
But!
She keeps her hope and keep going,
To find an end that basically teared her soul crying.

The truth she knows and shall be the only truth,
Not every love story comes with happy ending,
She might be dreaming and hoping,
To be that Princess waiting for Prince Charming.

At the end,
That set of stories tells it all,
It told the world how unfair the tapestry was made for,
Trembled hands put hatred and evil pure,
And not that beautiful, elegant tapestry that she was hoping for.

She cried.
Because she knew it all. Too well.

Gods Are Here

Gods are here with you,
For the sake of making you feel good, bad, sad, glad.

Gods are here with you,
Not guiding but messing,
Not helping but torturing,
Not smiling but smirking.

Gods are here with you,
They said they feel you,
But the truth is that they are testing you.

Upon yourself to justify your act.
The perfect question is--

Are you living within Their limits ?
The intertwine of limits and needs.

You justify.

Friends

"FRIENDS . . . . . ."

i wish im not writing this...but after i read one of my best friends blog bout how she felt bout this... it makes me change my mind....just want to let her know... she still got friends to share what she feel....

is it that hard to stay in a good, peacefull friendship?? being surrounded with all those crap shit problems. it is very annoying and it also affect other people who are sandwiched by those problems...

everytime,everyday you turn around, you still will see me or they still will see us..you can imagine it, in a 14 ppl-filled class room.. its such a ****ing small world for a community to being cold to each other. Being in a very ackward environment, when a small group of best friends split into two, theres also people hanging between it,..confused whether to stay on which side or atleast talk to both side..

WHAT IS THE ****ing PROBLEMS!!??????

honestly, in my own views, is it bout a small little problems which is unsolved and caused bigger problems or its all bout a stranger or its all bout being in same gang or group or friends (or race?? which is i never ever see in my entire life in school) wht i used to see is that, my form 5 friends, altho we were different in races and believes, we still a one big family, or at least we still say hi and very very happy to see each other by the roadside or in any reunion. how good is that..

but different way now...everyone is like talking to each other from the same race ( im talking bout my class not the whole school)..okok.. meybe its not that serious until neglecting others, but im not the only one who feel it..or meybe im the only diffrent race in class so i felt that way..ok what ever.. im really trying to take all of this shit positively.

HOPING FOR THE BEST...

theres nothing else i can say..but hoping all my friends who stuck between these two groups to take it positively, there nothing imposibble, just let the time goes by and im sure it will be as good as the first time all of us form the family thingy...hehe..its fun to recall all of those memories again..heheheeh....

till nxt time..