Good morning everyone. :)

As usual, after long time, im back to give some updates, or perhaps it is just a moment when i feel the needs to let out something from my heart.

BTW, the previous post was a post made by a kid named izzul. He was one of the participant in the My Village Homestay program that ive joined, which has been taught to use blogspot and how to create one.....using my profile. LOL... so i think better i just let it there as a memory. :)

So, currently im in the state of suiting up myself in 2nd trimester. Stuffs are getting tougher as i need to cover up some other things too, plus my studies and my procrastinating habit make it worst. Everything is in one pack.... mid terms, revisions, programs, events and etc etc. *sigh* okay, im not really want to talk about life that ive been going thru these few weeks, but instead of keeping it, maybe i should let it out, not to condemn ppl or to indirectly bash them, but for me to feel better perhaps.

okay, firstly,, maybe regarding the situation is my 'job' which i believe its getting worse, and im sick of it, not by the workloads, but with the ppl inside. Im not into segregation, so fuck it off.. 

next, i always have issues on friendship. LOL maybe i appreciated it too much or.. idk, but really it is something sensitive for me. esp when it relates to my close friends, or friends that i respect and i care about them. okay, the issue is that why ppl need to ignore others whilst you can just treat everyone equally. im not being jealous or whtever shit, it just that im not someone that you dont know, so for fuck sake, say hello or hi....... lol.

for example, you promised something, or ok, you planned something..... but at the end, it was nothing. fuckkkkkkk. lol. once or twice, its fine for me..... but when it turns to be like everytime u made promises.... damn its hurts. and there was no sense of explaining reasons or of saying sorry etc... im disappointed.

maybe im not that good like other person,.. so what, i think i appreciate you guys more that others. but, nevermind, i know things will be fine like usual =.=  im the one who always has to give up and 'forget' everything. loool

into the other circle of friends. i miss them so much. someone is getting happier with his life there. lol... im happy for him too. hes one of the bestest friends i have.. the others..., im not saying that i hv issues with them, it just that im not into having usual conversation, as im busy with stuffs so, il get with them soon. oh yaa, hypocrisy is everywhere, dont you guys think??? hahahhaahah. im trying to get away from that too, but come on, we cant live without hypocrisy. BUT, be one in a suitable situation. Not literally you said you will not do that, you condemned it like so much, and disgusting abt it etc etc... but still, you are the one who did it. hahahahaha. nevermind, im fine with it besties. :)


here we now in the next circle of friends. okay, they made my life the most in these particular periods. yes, maybe because im with them like almost everyday, issues and problems are common.but fuck it... they are the one that really close with me. and im happy to have them now,... place for me to really LOL and shares stuff. lllolll :D


and what else....... im happy to be filled up with many types of friend. lol and God bless them. lol.

kampung parit penghulu

nama saya izzul.saya berumur 9 tahun saya telah menyertai programme ''my village ''pada11-12-13 november 2011.kampung parit penghulu sangat menarik kerana ianya telah memberi saye 1001 kenangan.

Good evening. One thing that i've learnt and still learning when i got into uni life that is, people can be very emotional and sometimes it went on too much. Im not saying that im different emotionally, or stronger, or better in handling emotion issues, but at least i believed that i know how to react in some emotional issues especially regarding friendship. 

Sometimes, they took it very seriously, or if it did happened, they dont know how to manage it in a proper way such as by having a proper talk, or face-to-face discussions; to settle the problems. Instead, they make it publics, make it as it has been overlooked by some serious ways of judgment. So, there we have; social network wars. Twitter, Facebook, or any other online medium where they have tons of friends and started to establish some harsh and sharp statuses or updates which claimed as a 'general' statement. But instead of that, those harsh words are meant to someone, of course.

I admitted that i did it too, before. But as i grew up. I realized one thing, that is by having such attitude brings nothing to yourself and to your friends. Instead, it affects your friendship. OKAY, maybe in my situation, it is arguable because i am the type that unable to 'fight' or be in a fighting mode for a long period. Less than 2 or 3 days are more than enough. :) But still, do you think by doing such things will bring any good?? 

Like seriously, bad, harsh and cursing words online as if its for nobody, but actually there is someone for it. Come on. this 'touching' or hurt-feeling issues are totally childish. I swear its like a disease in my circle of friends in university. For me if you feel hurt by someone's conducts, just confront him/her face-to-face. And ask why etc etc.

Another attitude that i really hate, and experienced it alot; is called 'being a fucking faker of all time': oh hell yea i hate these kind of people. They avoid you totally in all sense of activities, but when you ask them what happened?, PUFFF; "oh, nothing..im fine.. im ok lah... oh nothing wrong lah.. eh kita ok jela" ..etc etc LIKE FUCK YOU BITCH!! You acted like there was nothing wrong happened, but then you treat your friends like some disgusting shits? And faking some more. At least, let them know whats wrong, and explain everything. Peace and harmony will follows.

SIGH, really i had enough of these silly things. For me, you have problems, we settle it on time and finish it all. And thats it. :) Really fighting among friends are just a simple stuff for me. In my 21 years of existence *tiba jah*..... i had maybe only 1 fight that effects me the most; by means that it is difficult to recover. But still he/she is still my friend. Nothing is much important than a friend, yeaa, it is hard to find the right one, but once you got him/her, youre bless forever. 

i love my friends and i know and im sure, they love me too; eventho if we have the biggest fight in the whole universe, you are still that person i always called friend. 

GETTING SOME POUNDS OFF.

Yeahh!!! Im trying to shed some pounds. LOL. Yeah, and at the same time im trying to live a healthy lifel God bless. No more 'packs'.. Yeaa,, no more. im trying to stop it forever, and follow some kosher style of diet...... hahaha. hopefully dapat la kekal kan yer.

hm okay. Finally im in my 2 weeks of holidays of my 1st semester for my 1st year. Final exams done; with a devastated feeling and worried of any bad consequences. BUT, finger-crossed. Hoping for the best, I've done my best, and in two weeks time, the results will out. Damnnn. BOOO, please, Im not into that phase. T.T

Anyways, hopefully everything will be fine. :\

Salam!.. WOHOOOOOOOOO!!

Finally, the last paper for my first semester final exams. It was Legal Method, yeaa i dont think so that i nailed it well, but enough to make me feel good until the results momento. :) hehe....

Hopefully everything will be fine and God bless my papers. Holiday is here, finally... and i have so many plans. :P Hangout.. chillin, kareoke-ing, finish all my series, everything!!

 WOHOOOOOOOOO.. Happy Holidays Matey.

Had dinner with an old friend today. Talked a lot since we hv been lost contact for quite some times. I have some plans right after the finals in about a week time. :)

Yea, early planning always ends with disaster...usually. But, the past few weeks, everything went smooth. Maybe some mistakes in timing etc.

God bless tomorrow's paper- Constitutional Law. Hopefully everything will be great. Gotta have a nap and continue back for revisions. :)

Am just done with my first paper of my finals. T.T

Next paper is tomorrow. GOD BLESS.

Salam semua. :) 

Happy Aidilfitri, Happy Merdeka and Happy Malaysia Day.

YEHHH, it has been days since my last blog update. Seriously, i felt lazy to update my blog since before this, my house here in Melaka dont have any internet connection =.=

And now, i just moved into my new apartment nearby MMU and OH YEAH, internet is provided :P so, i will try my best to update my blog, occasionally hope so. 

My raya celebration was not so bad. Been here and there to was tiring. But finally i had some time with my besties last weekend. Roaming around KL was awesome. lol.... Had a wonderful time with them, which is something difficult since all 4 of us are scattered all over Malaysia and one of them is a student abroad.

also we had the chance to have our only Iftar in the last Ramadhan. :) OHHHHH, lovely. :) Teluk Chempedak is always the best spot ever in Kuantan. lol... Had great moments there beach-ing and shiesha-ing. :P

DAMN, it was awessssomeee! :D

Hello and salam... :D

okay, malas nak update beria2 panjang lebarrrr... so sikit2 ni jelah yokkk. :D

1) after some time, its not that bad of being a Law student. :D LOL

2) yehhh, im in the Student's Representative Council -happey to learn as much as possible. :D

3) midterms were fine i guess. oh ya, satu paper macam tahik jawab. mood raya kot time tu. :\

4) SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!! MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. :D

5) this is my fav; i spent a whole lovely weekend with my best friends. OH YEAA they are the best. :)

6) i moved to a new house. welcome ppl, datang melawat :D


8) final exam is just around the corner! DAMNNIT!

GOOD LUCK @.@


 

It has been a month since my last post. Not saying that im lazy to update my blog, i just cant find my time for it. :D

So, some lame updates about my life this past one month.

Degree year started quite okay at first, but now i can feel the difficulties and hopefully i can cope with it ASAP. So, yeah, i left some of my friends for the sake of my studies, and i think it works pretty well till now. But, leaving them, make me hang out with 'new' friends and environment, oh, - it full with dramas. Enuff said.

Also, in the past one month, i involved in the Student Council of my university. More responsibilities, indeed, and im happy to contribute myself to the students. HAHA- it will be a part of my motivation for my studies as i have to maintain my pointer to keep myself inside the Council :P.

Last weekend, i went for a debate competition, as a part of supporter for my university / researcher for my uni team. We didnt made it well :'( , as we were the champion last year, and unable to keep the trophy put us in a sad mood. sigh.

Also, im having my midterms and still i have a few more papers in the coming weeks. Hopefully il able to nail it. :D And today, i had a law seminar here in my uni. The talks were about IT Law, focusing on Cyber Crimes. loool. i felt asleep like usual =.= - too tired guess. HAHA but, ofcourse it was fine and a good add ons for my law knowledge, as it was my first time being exposed to Cyber Crimes.

Last but not least, now im in my hometown, OHHH- Ramadhan mood is the best!!!!!, reminiscence of childhood memories. -THE BEST :D although i admit that i missed spending my fasting month in Kuantan, but, im sure, having it in my uni life for the 2nd year would be better this year. :D insyaallah. :)

*Salam Ramadhan peeps*

This weekend il spend my time in my hometown!!! yayyyy.. haha. yes peeps! im coming back to Kuantan this afternoon and will be there till Sunday. :)

the last time i went back to Kuantan was few months ago, and really im excited to be back there :) 


*hang out time ler* :)

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

yesss im back, and im happy to officially announce that myself as a law student!!! YAYYY! nothing feels better than this :) i just received my result about 2 days ago and im so happy with it, i achieved my aim to enter the faculty :)

okay, so the past week, i was super duper busy with MMU June Intake's Orientation Week. Started with the Orientation Camp, we learnt a lot of stuff as preparation to be with the freshies. :) And for me, picked as a Mobile OC for my first try was great... knowing alot of seniors OC taught me how to be a better OC.

it will always be my wonderful experience to be with the freshies and the other OCs. They are totally AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! :)

definitely il be back next year! :)



*to my OC Family, i love all of you, EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING, lol*

good morning everyone!!!! WOWWW long time yaww.. hahahahahahahaha
haa, so here are the updates.

fyi, ive just finished my foundation program in MMU, and now in my so-called holidays, for few days till il be back to melaka for the June Intake Orientation Program. Many people wondering why i participate myself in the orientation stuff... one reason, im happy to be a part of it.. YEP :)

ok, so move on for the next item. in about 2 weeks, its like im officially 1 year being in MMU for my Law Foundation. Fuhh, finally im gona be a part of the faculty, inshallah :) there are so much memories for me during the whole one year. And to be precise, my final trimester is the 'best' :P

hahaa, i can say that i never regret myself to be busy for lots of things in MMU. ok not as much as others maybe, but still i gained too much good things with it :) hopefully all of these will always be a  part of my studies memories.

the best thing in my third trimester was my involvement for the charity event, Prokam :) definitely im gonna miss every single people whom involved with the program! it taught me many things that i believe, unreachable in the daily life activities.


DRAMAS

oh yeaaa.. dramas are always become apart of my life SOBS SOBS.. hahahahahaha. dramas in facebook, in my house in melaka, in my debate circles, in my upg circles,... in most of the environment lah.. LOL... sometimes i am bored with all of these, but without these, i might not be enjoying my time too LMAO. 

lol... uhm ok lah ppl... i know its like nothing updated also. LMAO so, wish me luck and all the best for my coming result and inshallah my faculty years. :)

DAVAII DAVAIIII DAVAIIII!!! :)

* p/s: my last days of trimester 3 were the best.. why ?.. SECRET!! :) * 

salam! :D
another random updates :D
hehe... these 2,3 weeks, were my busiest weeks in MMU. im having so many many events and things to be done. not in the list with my assignments and etc etc.. uffff....

but thats not the point. :D now i just wana share my drama experience. LOL yeaa...we are actually having a drama competition for the English subject. and the good news that today i got to know that we are in the semi final stage of the competition. representing Foundation of Law :D hahahahaha.. COOLIO. :D

hoping for the best haaa :D
and also, in two weeks, another big program is coming, the proKAM event of HALUS. uffff... damn its killing me... but, it seems a turning point as i know it will be something for the society. im happy to get involve with it for sure :D and actually getting to know more about the society makes myself wanted to get involve more with it. 

maybe one day inshallah, il put myself totally with these kind of stuff :D as long they are happy, i will be glad :D hopefully everything will be fine lah, since the event will clash with my business project event. lordddd :\ hmmm... nevermind2... :D if we have the good intentions, God will always provide us the solutions :D

:D


*still trying to manage my time*

morning! :D

::having some break from doing my so-called Law and Society assignments::

alright, i realized there are alot of issues regarding my friends these 1,2 weeks. and yea ii admit i have many friends and its kinda "cool" to realize there are many things happened around us.

talking about friends, in MMU itself, i have different groups of friends. HEHE. okay let me classify some of them. there are friends which are my classmates. they are also divided into those who are kinda socially active and the other one which is generally conservative. international students etc etc... who cares kan ?? haha

OKEH..with those open minded friends, i learn soo many things. even things that i didnt know at all too. which need me to think super rational before getting into what they did. and with the so-called conservative group of friends. it teaches me to realize my ground in socializing..... :) haha. back to basic :P hehehehe.

in the "other" part of the world. i have friends which are my housemates and those i can classify as in my circle of life. but the outer circle. HEHE... ufff.. they may create alot of conflicts among themself.. haha. which i have to dive into, whether i like it or not :P

DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA!! :) hehehe

 

OMG.. wallah i feel like nothing these few days, i dont know what i need to feel good and happy as usual.. so stressful and... i dont know why! :(


*i cant take it anymoreee*

hello everyone! :)
ok its Wednesday and actually i just woke up from my nap just now.. lol.  after had a late sleep and also i guess due to the Livita's, i felt tired like efffff! i was up till morning last night, followed a live broadcast and coverage on whats happening in Egypt now at the moment, not saying im trying to roll up the stuff,,, but u know, things are getting interesting :) heeheheheee....

so for after today, im not more than the happiest person in the house, coz knowing its Wednesday, i know il be back to Kuantan soon! ( tomorrow to be precise! ) yayyy! hahaha,,,, it has been quite a time since my last visits to Kuantan, i(i dont even remember when)- ahhh, 2011 new year! lool :)  and knowing that il be back there tmr, its great!! i miss my friends back in kuantan! really! :)

and talking about missing my friends, OFCOURSE i do miss my friends back in Melaka! lol, not to forget my classmates and everyone that i know there. and next week gona be my new semester in MMU, to be cleared, my final semester of my Foundation year. And after roughly about 1 week, its gona happen to receive my exam result. -GOD BLESS-

so my plans for the coming 3,4 months, im trying to be better at my studies ( duhh, lame wish) ahhahha,, also im trying to pick up with some self-learn stuff about languages, left it for sometimes.. :(  so, let me just briefly tell u all about my coming new semester ( bed time stories) pffff.. ahahaha


so, the most important stuff, il have 5 subjects this coming semester. OH im so happy since all of the subjects are kinda under my comfort skins, atleast its not gonna make me suffer like the previous one. it so to happen that we are having English which need us to perform drama/ sketches. :) and as usual, law subjects which are (Law and Society), (Introduction to Governance  and Politics in Malaysia) and (Islamic Legal History). finally a subject related to business??? which is Intorduction to Business Managment. Im sure this subject needs me and my classmates to do some selling stuff etc etc.. LOL


my academic year for the 3rd sem start on 7th Feb and finish on15th May before the final exam week :) HAPPY :) hehehehe 


yeaaa..thats all , im pretty sure that im excited as heaven to be back to melaka :) LOL. see ya peeps! :)

*YESSS!! you heard me,i cant wait to be back to Melaka!!!!!!!!!!*

1st of 2011

salam peeps!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
waww. now it is likes freaking long since my last post!. hahaaa.. 

and it is almost the 2nd month of 2011 too; so here i come with the updates :)
1st of all, im proudly to announce that i just finished my 2nd sem of my study! yayyyyy! LOL
saturday was the last paper of my 2nd trisem :D it was...sucks!!!

ahh,, nevermind, il keep my positive mind. :D so, now im in my sem break for two weeks., nothing much to do other than be around my family n getting ready for the 3rd and final trisem :D so, some of the highlights of my disappearance for months were........ lol.

i had the chance to meet Frengie againnnn! after so long he came to visit us with his family! SUPER SWEET!! :) also, i gotta know some of the coolest friends in campus!haha.. amazing :P


and yea, besides that examination, and subjects plus society events etc etc... everything is awesome and so far is sooo good :D,, for 2011, im expecting not much than a better days from 2010, :D
i believe that if we want something with a good intention, we gona get it in a very good way.. amen :)




*2 boring weeks, omfg, im gonna die in boredness*