Tapestry Of Hate

Set of stories established into a sheet,
Linked with grace of hands that seems to be dull and shaken,
She keeps on gracing until love hates,
Dealing on matters that are not taken.

Love to her is honest, pure and mind-soothing,
Although she knows her story is not that good-ending kind of thing,
But!
She keeps her hope and keep going,
To find an end that basically teared her soul crying.

The truth she knows and shall be the only truth,
Not every love story comes with happy ending,
She might be dreaming and hoping,
To be that Princess waiting for Prince Charming.

At the end,
That set of stories tells it all,
It told the world how unfair the tapestry was made for,
Trembled hands put hatred and evil pure,
And not that beautiful, elegant tapestry that she was hoping for.

She cried.
Because she knew it all. Too well.

Gods Are Here

Gods are here with you,
For the sake of making you feel good, bad, sad, glad.

Gods are here with you,
Not guiding but messing,
Not helping but torturing,
Not smiling but smirking.

Gods are here with you,
They said they feel you,
But the truth is that they are testing you.

Upon yourself to justify your act.
The perfect question is--

Are you living within Their limits ?
The intertwine of limits and needs.

You justify.

2016 and Twenty-Six.

Yoo! 

Wah pejam celik pejam celik, tergerak hati nak kelebek blog lama. Hmmm, last post was 2 years back in 2014. Pejam celik pejam celik jugak sekarang dah 2016. And im still here with nothing. Sounds demotivating kan ?

Basically yeah, i think im in my quarter century crisis. Macam2 menda nak kena fikir. Dengan keadaan rezeki habis belajar pun belum sampai; pressure datang bertubi2 dari pelbagai pihak. Im doing my best though. Apa2 pun, aku still optimistik dengan keadaan sekitar. I know i still hv myself and my friends yang boleh melayan. 

Im summary, my studies are doing well. Pahit sikit sebab last year 2015, my Law School batch dah selamat grad. Tinggal la kami kami beberapa ketul yang ada cabek sini sana. Its hard. Especially when youre not getting younger and tons of expectation from everyone. How to fill up expectation manusia yang tak faham our struggle atau pun tak faham yang actually kita dah cuba sebaik habis. You tell me please? And... the worst thing, i still have to extend another 2 trimester for the only one subject yang cekik darah dan perasaan aku for the time being. :(


Terpikir nak delete this blog, tapi pikir2 semula macam banyak kenangan yang ada so nak kena belek satu2 utk review tu ambil masa jugak kan. So, mungkin tak akan delete, tapi cuma akan ada random update bila aku rasa perlu dan rasa nak meluah rasa hati. Gituh! hahaha. 

Haih. 

BYE. :)