Good morning everyone. :)

As usual, after long time, im back to give some updates, or perhaps it is just a moment when i feel the needs to let out something from my heart.

BTW, the previous post was a post made by a kid named izzul. He was one of the participant in the My Village Homestay program that ive joined, which has been taught to use blogspot and how to create one.....using my profile. LOL... so i think better i just let it there as a memory. :)

So, currently im in the state of suiting up myself in 2nd trimester. Stuffs are getting tougher as i need to cover up some other things too, plus my studies and my procrastinating habit make it worst. Everything is in one pack.... mid terms, revisions, programs, events and etc etc. *sigh* okay, im not really want to talk about life that ive been going thru these few weeks, but instead of keeping it, maybe i should let it out, not to condemn ppl or to indirectly bash them, but for me to feel better perhaps.

okay, firstly,, maybe regarding the situation is my 'job' which i believe its getting worse, and im sick of it, not by the workloads, but with the ppl inside. Im not into segregation, so fuck it off.. 

next, i always have issues on friendship. LOL maybe i appreciated it too much or.. idk, but really it is something sensitive for me. esp when it relates to my close friends, or friends that i respect and i care about them. okay, the issue is that why ppl need to ignore others whilst you can just treat everyone equally. im not being jealous or whtever shit, it just that im not someone that you dont know, so for fuck sake, say hello or hi....... lol.

for example, you promised something, or ok, you planned something..... but at the end, it was nothing. fuckkkkkkk. lol. once or twice, its fine for me..... but when it turns to be like everytime u made promises.... damn its hurts. and there was no sense of explaining reasons or of saying sorry etc... im disappointed.

maybe im not that good like other person,.. so what, i think i appreciate you guys more that others. but, nevermind, i know things will be fine like usual =.=  im the one who always has to give up and 'forget' everything. loool

into the other circle of friends. i miss them so much. someone is getting happier with his life there. lol... im happy for him too. hes one of the bestest friends i have.. the others..., im not saying that i hv issues with them, it just that im not into having usual conversation, as im busy with stuffs so, il get with them soon. oh yaa, hypocrisy is everywhere, dont you guys think??? hahahhaahah. im trying to get away from that too, but come on, we cant live without hypocrisy. BUT, be one in a suitable situation. Not literally you said you will not do that, you condemned it like so much, and disgusting abt it etc etc... but still, you are the one who did it. hahahahaha. nevermind, im fine with it besties. :)


here we now in the next circle of friends. okay, they made my life the most in these particular periods. yes, maybe because im with them like almost everyday, issues and problems are common.but fuck it... they are the one that really close with me. and im happy to have them now,... place for me to really LOL and shares stuff. lllolll :D


and what else....... im happy to be filled up with many types of friend. lol and God bless them. lol.

kampung parit penghulu

nama saya izzul.saya berumur 9 tahun saya telah menyertai programme ''my village ''pada11-12-13 november 2011.kampung parit penghulu sangat menarik kerana ianya telah memberi saye 1001 kenangan.